“Proverbs 3 trust in The Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding and in all your ways acknowledge him.”
Practical Wisdom in Biblical literature pushes us away from Self reliance and towards a trust and dependence on God.
In my life right now i am researching, almost tirelessly, a purpose for living in this city bc of the amazing change i see around me with the developments in downtown. In doing so I have found what quite possibly is the continuation of God’s plans all along; that I would simply tell the same story as I have been over the past 8 years In this city but with a greater more focused purpose. This excites me greatly.
With that excitement combined with my creative capacity, I can easily rush the risk of searching for fulfillment in my calling, spending so much time, energy and resource as I have time and Time again.
My drive has led me around the world. I’ve personally seen impressive oppression and injustice as Ive wandered across the globe; human trafficking in Eastern Europe, hunger in central Africa, children with American government caused disease in south Asian countries and I can come to this informed theological view: as i look for satisfaction on earth, this planet doesn’t have what it takes to ultimately give me what I actually need to gain complete me. And if we’re honest, that completeness is the fundamental basis of a great majority of our daily decisions, conversations, tweets and motives.
There are a lot of good, freaking awesome fun things in this world and making films for me is one of them. Satisfaction and contentment in being happy (for me happy with my work) is not bad but if I fail to find my ultimate satisfaction in God I will be left seeking.
And so my prayer for my family and community reflects this below which in due process will leave a healthy satisfaction of separation from creating.
9 For this reason also, since the day we heard of it, we have not ceased to pray for you and to ask that you may be filled with the [k]knowledge of His will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, 10 so that you will walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, [l]to please Him in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work and [m]increasing in the [n]knowledge of God; 11 strengthened with all power, according to [o]His glorious might, [p]for the attaining of all steadfastness and [q]patience; joyously 12 giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified us [r]to share in the inheritance of the [s]saints in Light.
This is not at all complete, merely thoughts from a study before bed. Please advise.
We are living citizens that will be ushering in the light in this city.
When you fall will the world care. Will your fall mean anything?
Elijah went from wealth to poverty for the calling of the gospel.
He has everything he could ever want but when the call of the gospel comes he is revolutionized.
God is the artist and you are the work of art.
The artist will slave away at the notion of their creativity, from one spark to an blueprinted anthem of purpose, the artist will go at every length to fulfill and complete the work.
That is true to how God has called us and created us.
Our life matters.
The call on everyone is to repent, turn from a self centered life to a God centered life, and to become like Jesus. He molds us to become.
So do you know what you want to do for your life?
What if you are living out what god called you to do.
I hate to wait for things. It’s easy to think of waiting as doing nothing.
From the old testament David has really close feelings to God and really far away from God.
Slow down. Your week is gaining value even wwhen you are not doing anything. Stop trying to think you have a say or an ablilty to push in your life.
Man looks at the outside god looks at the heart.
Make the most of your season of waiting.
In David’s waiting he made the most of ye time instead of just dreaming about the future.
He wrote poetry and stringed instruments.
Psalm 27:14 wait for the lord patiently and he will strengthen your heart. Trusting god in the face of resistance. Private preparation equals public power through the holy spirit. Stripping away our selves and allowing the spirit to lead. Lead by spirit not by self.
We are called to encourage eachother.
While we wait, Take courage.
Real waiting isn’t standing around.
Gods timing is perfect.
While we walk in your way of truth we wait for you. It’s preparation. We are walking with as we wait for you.
Risking, tried stuff, growing and preparing. That is what waiting is.
Actively wait for god. He is preparing your heart. Getting ready for the moment.
This forty days to go hard after God and what we are really doing is waiting on God. nothing is going to happen if god doesn’t do it.
If god isn’t in it it will fail.
When he chooses to pour out his power we will be there.
It is only god who does something powerful in my life through this city in my heart.
If you think you’re here for Jesus to make much of you, youre greatly confused. You are here to make much of Jesus.
As camera and editing technology increases creativity finds new releases and form. As new technology becomes more affordable trends form and then die off and then take off again years later in a new way. Just like it says in that awesome series “Everything is a remake”. Some notable trends in Vimeo films I have seen over the past two years and tried my hand at are Stop Motion, Timelapse and now Slow Mo. Slow Mo is the new Timelapse, or is it it will be for a bit when it becomes really high quality. No matter the trend, at the end of the day I like what my homie Vincent (laforetvisuals.com) says, “It is after all about STORY and HOW WELL you tell it.”
I was excited to try slow mo and time remapping after watching the Art df Flight. I asked a Nikon rep if I could borrow the Nikon V1. I was excited to use the function where it would capture 400 frames a second for 5 seconds. That would turn the 5 seconds into 1 minute 5 seconds. The Biggest problem is the quality. To meet that function records in 640×240…way less than HD. So my wife and I filmed our daily life for two days very slowly. 5 seconds at a time.
I initially liked all the lenses that it came with and found that the zoomed in 30-110 was the sharpest when zoomed in.
I found this camera hard to use from someone who is used to the functionality, speed and response time of high end DSLR. It wouldn’t record at times when I wanted it to. Another big problem I found were the two sensors on the back that were there to detect if your face was close to the view finder. I would lose visual during different camera angles sometimes and that sucked. Between the three lenses I shot with, nothing ever really seemed in focus either.
The cool thing about this camera was the inspiration it gave me to view the world differently. I had a new lens (so to speak) to explore and to make a film about stuff I love.
It’s not a standard practice for a pot of clay to ask it’s potter, “Give me Vision”. I place a constant pressure on myself to create because it’s what I love, sometimes how I love and it’s how I think. Its ingrained in me to tell stories visually. I create films in a way that is growing with the vision he is giving me, which isn’t always clear and that makes me go crazy sometimes. I’m learning that my perspective varies from my to eternal in an instant when I am reminded of the promises and makings held in certain faith.
I am in an incredible season of testing. The test centers around letting go of my life list of things I would change. The list isn’t even worth going into but I wanted to explain how today was a blessing in reminding me where to place my hope and how the placement of my hope determines my attitude in my situation. I really want to be joyful no matter what.
No call is clearer that what he reminded me of today, “God crafts amazingness from my brokenness. He actually uses my brokenness to make amazing things. He makes all things work together for my good.”
I expect challenges in my life. I also expect the success from God and the variety of ways that success will come in. I am not only willing to step into this season knowing it will produce endurance and fruit but am encouraged and empowered as I keep stepping through this season as I see my flesh wage war. I believe it is a good thing to see the battle between flesh and spirit.
It is impossible to be physically or emotionally ready or prepared for a season like this but, leaning one foot forward, equipped I become through the ever present inheritance found in Jesus’ promises. But that step isn’t so clear sometimes. I try so hard to interpret where God wants me to go next. Each time the lengths of my worry begot illogical thinking. And for some reason I am surprised.
“You will lack nothing” he reminded his disciples and me. “When I sent you out without food, clothing or money, did you lack anything?” The disciples and I answer, “No.” I was sent to my wife. I lack nothing. I was sent to Detroit. I lack nothing. The list continues.
Yet, even with this knowledge, sometimes I desire to see around each infliction. It shakes me and I want a quick self made way out. I look for motto, “I feel like I should be happy all the time”. Fakeness sucks.
Today I had four moments where I felt like I lacked. Each moment was quickly rendered false; one by the truth of his word, one by the power of testimony from my amazing wife who told me about what she learned in church, one by wisdom from my awesome brother in London, one by prayer backed by remembering what he has already spoken.
David sang entire songs about his despair and had verses reminding his soul to place it’s hope in the Lord. Psalm 42, 43. Read it.
vs 3. Tears are saying, “where is your God? Tears have been my food day and night.” Man that dude is sad. At that time he was asking for a savior. The difference with us, is that we have one. All justification, peace, love, identity and wholeness is found in him.
Psalm 42, 43 personalized/interpreted by my words and the words of Pastor Cliff at Woodside Detroit:
I am asking for water that gives life and you wash over me with water so powerful that it brings death by a drowning so significant the calendar shifted when it happened. In his steadfast love, I live like I need less death and more love. I live crying out, “Please show me your love”. Instantly overwhelmed by circumstance my rock seems to have forgotten me. Emotional pain. Why is my soul forgetting the truth i can recite at any given moment. Fight for me God! I’m trying to live for you and create for you and love for you and live for you. I am trying so hard to make my identity in the sent Savior you gave me. Save me!
His waters quiet and whisper, “I have”.
Where is He!
HE is Here. God has Him here.
The past year and half has brought a new understanding to me: God loves us enough to allow us to go through things to show us what our hope is in. My hope was in soooooo many things that weren’t Him. His grace has revealed that and now has broken those chains.
After his awesome sermon, which pissed a ton of people off but made Jesus stand while at the right hand of his Father, Stephen was taken to be killed. Looking up, through his oppressors throwing stones at his head, past his critics, with un approval all around him, with grace and thanksgiving and peace, he declared, in the most un oportune time possible, “Forgive them God, they don’t know what they are doing.”
Thats legit. What pain do I have? Why down oh my soul? God so good.
We will not be free of pain and suffering in this life time but we are free from the slavery to pain and suffering with the knowledge that all pain and suffering will be abolished at the coming of Jesus.
Thus, after reading the word today, praying, listening to the faithfulness of my wife’s love for God, listening to wise men talk about Jesus in my community, I can say this, “The vision I have is for now and in this now, Christ is working” and with patience given to me I will press on and wait for him to pull me out of this test I am in with Him by my side.
May I encourage you to place all your hope and justification not in what you can do but in the already finished work of Jesus Christ. The rescue Jesus offers will promote a performance in your life unmatched by what is possible in all possible human achievement.
Now, at the end of this day I can see that everything that is fighting against my soul is illuminated by the Spirit who reveals that I am exactly where I am supposed to be. Not only where I am supposed to be, but that my life isn’t about me, but is about serving others bc that is how Jesus lived.
Nothing, no critique, no affirmation , no anger, no words, no aggression, no film, not even the sweetest frame has any saving or destroying power.
The vision will come.
And in other news, Be honest and patient with your clients.
Below are photos of children and orphans in Ukraine who have been left by the government to raise. They make up the majority of the crime and human trafficking victims. It’s important to remember such peoples while the rest of the world watches the Eurocup down the street.